it just sums it about up, i feel like i'm whizzing and not really in control anymore of the things going on around me. days should be planned and events organized, papers handed in and food prepared. but that is really not quiet what is happening here. i'm taking one day after an other and can barely think of tomorrow while running through today. but i'm still "on the bike" and rolling fast ahead. maybe it turns all out ok and food is on the table tonight and even tomorrow night. a good by present handed to one of or long time community members put together by next wednesday. before then there is a family gathering in our garden next sunday to celebrate Amos konfirmation. in my thoughts there is lebanese and turkish food planned for a lunch buffet, though i'm not sure yet where to get the hummus....
decorations planned but flowers not ordered yet... some things will be spontaneous and as i do know Amos doesn't mind and people are bringing all kinds of desserts, the pool is up and will be a wonderful way to stay cool.
i guess i should stop worrying and look forward to thea's cello recital tomorrow night and my friends birthday party on saturday night. and of course i'm in school all day thursday, with a meeting on friday morning. you see, it's a bit too much, but let's hope and take it one by one...
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